An Absolutely Sovereign God : I Am A Recovering Arminian

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With apologies to AA, I admit to being on my own version of a twelve-step program as I continually experience what it means to be saved by God’s grace alone.

I began this journey when I finally accepted an inescapable reality: I was frustrated in my attempts to “square the circle.” I kept running smack up against the unavoidable logical contradiction between the competing concepts of an absolutely sovereign God and a God with a will must somehow be subordinated to mine when it came to deciding whether or not to accept an offer of salvation.

Most importantly, when I looked for the root cause of this frustration it became obvious that it was a self-inflicted wound originating from my own heart, and, moreover, that I was incapable of rectifying the situation all on my own. That’s when I woke up and realized I was one of those dour, dreaded Calvinists. (Or, as I prefer to consider myself, a person with a Calvinist perspective on Reformed Theology, a label I prefer because I believe that references to “Calvinism” give the impression that it’s a theology all to itself, which it isn’t.)

But, all of this gets back to the real source of the problem: the spirit of rebellion that resides in our hearts and which we all inherited from Adam. And I’ll return to that momentarily, after I address a couple points.

First, we’ve been hashing and thrashing this “drag vs. attract” issue on Theology Mix. That’s not saying the illuminating aspects of the debate are of little value, because they are; even considering that I come down on the staunchly Calvinist side of the issue. But viewed from a larger perspective, the constant back and forth of the debate between Arminians and Calvinists over the extent to which free will plays a part in our salvation always reminds me of an incandescent light bulb: only 5 percent of the energy it consumes actually produces any visible light, while the other 95 percent just produces heat.

Second, since I’m not a formally educated theologian, I can’t get into the linguistic minutiae to anything approaching the level of professional expertise like that of a Calvinist and Arminian.

But I can apply some skills I’ve picked up over years of a profession where I spent a lot of time analyzing observations and data. More importantly, I can rely upon the promises of Scripture as the Holy Spirit illuminates my understanding of the human condition. So that being the case, here’s some things I’ve observed and what I think they mean.

To begin with, over the years it seems the overwhelming majority of Calvinists I’ve met described themselves as former Arminians, but I really can’t recall ever meeting Arminians who described themselves as having been former Calvinists. In my line of work we call this a “significant indicator,” one of those recurring things that make you say “Hmm.” And I attach particular significance to it because if we are supposed to grow in grace and understanding as Scripture promises, then this trend from an Arminian to a Calvinist perspective seems to indicate a maturing appreciation of the cause-effect relationship that proceeds from the fact of salvation, the origin and nature of faith, and the deepening of belief.

The whole issue of the active agency of our individual salvation as being “hauled in” to God’s Kingdom against our natural inclinations, versus being “attracted” to make a decision, immediately opens up the subjects of predestination and election. Scripture proclaims predestination and election as a matter of fact: God chose whoever he would save before any of Creation even existed. For Calvinists this is not even major issue of discussion; it’s just accepted as a settled matter that once explained is hardly ever discussed. Whereas for Arminians this seems to be the bone of contention they can’t stop worrying, in the sense that predestination and election are construed to be some elitist doctrinal proclamation by Calvinists. And this is where the spirit of rebellion that resides in every human heart comes to the fore, a spirit of rebellion traces directly back to the cause of our separation from God that began in Genesis 3. Moreover, this human spirit of rebellion has its seed in the rebellion against God’s sovereign authority that set Lucifer and his followers at war with God. So it is only natural that the human heart is inclined to chaff at the notion of a salvation that comes to us completely independent of any act or decision on our part whatsoever. This goes to the heart of what it means to have a Calvinist appreciation of the sovereignty of God.

At some point, the issue of the Great Commission always surfaces in these Arminian-Calvinist debates.  And it’s almost always broached from the Arminian perspective that the necessity to get people to “make a decision for Christ” is the motivation for fulfilling the Great Commission; whereas, the presumed elitist Calvinist acceptance of predestination and election are always cast as removing motivation to fulfill the Great Commission. But, there’s a very subtle trap in this reasoning. If I believe that my salvation hung on my autonomous decision to accept it, and if a principal result of that decision placed upon me the task of getting other people to make the same consequential decision, then my appreciation of the reality my own salvation becomes increasingly vulnerable to my perceptions of how successful I am at getting people to take the same step. The trap in this reasoning is that it leads to a lose/lose proposition in the end game. If we’re objectively honest about it we can see plenty of examples of how this trap plays out just by looking at all too familiar examples in the life of the church and in our own inner lives.

On the one hand, great success at getting others to make a decision leaves one vulnerable to self-centered pride, and on the other hand failure to win decisions leads one vulnerable to doubting the validity of their own salvation; but, in either case, the trap in success or failure is a growing conviction that assurance of salvation, or the perceived lack thereof, is “all about me.” None of this takes away any of the imperative to fulfill the Great Commission, but what it does fundamentally alter is how we approach fulfilling it. If I am convinced that my salvation was completely out of my hands and I am smitten with the reality of that fact, then I can truly approach the task of the Great Commission by simply witnessing from my own life experience and then trust God for the result.

Finally, it occurred to me some time ago that we often sing hymns without thinking a great deal about what they’re actually saying. I had this thought when I was turning over the words to “Amazing Grace” in my mind. It was at that point that what is so amazing about the grace that saved a wretch like me, when I was lost and blind, was that that I had nothing to do with the accomplishment of my salvation. Not to put to fine a point on it, but can we really sing “Amazing Grace” and mean it if it all comes down to the critical point of us having to make an autonomous response to God’s “attraction?”  Or, instead, isn’t grace really amazing for the fact that in spite of ourselves God made our salvation an accomplished fact before we ever even came on the scene? I think the Holy Spirit uses the apostle Paul to speak to this matter beautifully in Ephesians 2:1-10.

And that’s why I’m a recovering Arminian.

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  1. You said, “To begin with, over the years it seems the overwhelming majority of Calvinists I’ve met described themselves as former Arminians, but I really can’t recall ever meeting Arminians who described themselves as having been former Calvinists.”

    When someone tells me they used to be arminian, I ask them to tell me what they believed when they were arminian. Usually what they describe is not arminianism but a distortion of arminianism. I would recommend this fun source to accurately find out what arminians believe: http://evangelicalarminians.org/survey-are-you-an-arminian-and-dont-even-know-it-2/

    I’ve met TONS of christians who were calvinists and now are arminian.

  2. The whole issue of the active agency of our individual salvation as being “hauled in” to God’s Kingdom against our natural inclinations, versus being “attracted” to make a decision, immediately opens up the subjects of predestination and election. Scripture proclaims predestination and election as a matter of fact: God chose whoever he would save before any of Creation even existed. For Calvinists this is not even major issue of discussion; it’s just accepted as a settled matter that once explained is hardly ever discussed. Whereas for Arminians this seems to be the bone of contention they can’t stop worrying, in the sense that predestination and election are construed to be some elitist doctrinal proclamation by Calvinists.

    This is framed very strangely. The debate is not over the reality of election and predestination, but whether or not it is unconditional. Calvinists just assume it is unconditional, while Arminians would argue that this is an assumption read into the Scriptures, rather than carefully drawn from them. For example, Ephesians 1:4 says we were “chosen in [Christ]”. It does not say were chosen to be put into Christ.

    Election, according to this verse, is wrapped up in our union with Christ, not in an unconditional eternal decree. It is our union with Christ that makes us chosen. He is the chosen One (the chosen Head of the new covenant), and we are chosen in Him (i.e. we become members of God’s covenant people through union with Him). In Him are all spiritual blessings (1:3), including election (1:4), and only in Him is anyone chosen. How do we come to be in Christ? Ephesians 1:13 tells us plainly: it is through faith in the Gospel. Through faith union with Christ, we share in His election and become members of God’s chosen people/members of the body of Christ. This basic truth is all over Ephesians if one can resist the urge to automatically read “election” as “unconditional election.” So a passage that Calvinists just assume teaches unconditional election actually teaches conditional election. And that is just one example.

    True Arminians fully affirm election and predestination, we just don’t see it the same way as Calvinists. For an excellent synopsis of what Arminian Theology entails (as well as different approaches to election within Arminianism), I highly recommend the following: http://evangelicalarminians.org/the-facts-of-salvation-a-summary-of-arminian-theologythe-biblical-doctrines-of-grace/

  3. The author stated: “To begin with, over the years it seems the overwhelming majority of Calvinists I’ve met described themselves as former Arminians, but I really can’t recall ever meeting Arminians who described themselves as having been former Calvinists.”

    That’s odd. Many members of the Society of Evangelical Arminians used to be Calvinist. It is sometimes easy for Christians who are more Arminian than Calvinist but don’t know much about the issues to be convinced by zealous Calvinists who know much more about the issues and are into trying to convince fellow Christians of their views that so many are actually shocked to hear about because they go against the plain reading of the Bible so violently. But there are passages that Calvinists can use that seem to teach their view. It reminds me of the counter-cult expert Walter Martin’s lament that the average Jehovah’s Witness can turn the average Christian into a doctrinal pretzel in 30 seconds or something like that. (Not suggesting that Calvinists are cultists!) But it is a different story with knowledgeable Arminians, who know the issues. And there are a number of former Calvinists who ended up reverting to Arminianism as they grew in their scriptural knowledge. Here is just one example given on our website: “Calvinist Pastor Turns from Calvinism to Arminianism after 20 Years as a Calvinist and Intensive Study” http://evangelicalarminians.org/calvinist-pastor-turns-from-calvinism-to-arminianism-after-20-years-as-a-calvinist-and-intensive-study/. And here is a page with many testimonies of former Calvinists who have turned to a more Arminian position: https://arminianperspectives.wordpress.com/x-calvinist-corner/.

  4. To begin with, over the years it seems the overwhelming majority of Calvinists I’ve met described themselves as former Arminians, but I really can’t recall ever meeting Arminians who described themselves as having been former Calvinists. In my line of work we call this a “significant indicator,” one of those recurring things that make you say “Hmm.” And I attach particular significance to it because if we are supposed to grow in grace and understanding as Scripture promises, then this trend from an Arminian to a Calvinist perspective seems to indicate a maturing appreciation of the cause-effect relationship that proceeds from the fact of salvation, the origin and nature of faith, and the deepening of belief.

    Sorry to blow up your significant indicator, but: https://arminianperspectives.wordpress.com/x-calvinist-corner/

    I would also contend that many who claimed to have been former Arminians really just mean that they were former non-Calvinists, but a non-Calvinist is not necessarily an Arminian. Many just assume they were Arminians, when they never really investigated Arminian Theology or understood it. I know this is the case because many Calvinists who have told me they were former Arminians prove that they do not truly understand Arminian Theology as we continue to discuss the issue. While they may have certainly been non-Calvinists, what they now seem to “know” about Arminianism they have learned from Calvinists rather than Arminians.

  5. At one point I through all this theology out and lived just by what the Bible says. Paul talks about how we are predestined through adoption. I am not a fan of TULIPs and Roses. Calvin wrote that some are called and others are condemned. The Lutherans wrote that we are called by God and become the select. Emanuel Swedenborg wrote that God choose us, but not all people are chosen, yet they are not condemned. 1 Timothy 4:10b “…we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all men, and especially of those who believe.” John Calvin in his Institutes of Christian Religion says we are teach the Gospel to everyone because we do not know who God picks. The President of the United States in his Christmas address stated that we all learn from Jesus Christ whether we believe or not. I take comfort that God will continue to call people to him to believe. I also take comfort that Jesus word is in the heart of non-believers. Peace on Earth and Goodwill to men. Enjoy this Christmas.

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